Broken trust ...
You … I trusted you! I looked up to you! I saw you like a father figure, someone who would never ever hurt me! But you hurt me more than words could describe! Your face, your words haunt me in my sleep.. haunt me daily! I blame myself, I blame naive little me! Naive little me who trusted the wrong people! Naive little me that should have never walked into your house! But she did, she was blinded from your truest intent! But I’m just a ‘dirty northerner’! I am just a ‘worthless’ piece of garbage that you can walk all over! When you locked that door behind me and picked me up so I could no longer touch the floor, I felt the most sickening feeling that I will never be able to forget! I can still feel your hands all over my body, like fresh handprints marked within my skin, unable to scrub off! I still remember the struggle to try and get out of your arms and to the door! You didn’t take it further, after me begging with the word ‘no’ and I’ll forever be grateful that you finally lis...